thanks u guys

Its ok if a lot of girls like him, as long as he leaves with me

Closing in on the 8th day of the master cleanse. Theres really not much to say. I started frim 142.5 lbs. to 129 lbs. my brother said my arms and legs got tiny and my stomach flatter, but i haven’t been working out so i don’t feel as firm as i’d want to be. I’ve gotten used to not eating, i’ve been busy so i’m glad i get extra time to run errands instead of prepping something to eat….ha ha ha. Another good thing is that im very motivated to start eating differently. Grains will become the smallest part of my diet, i’ll treat it like i treat dessert. I plan to eat a lot of vegetables, meat, fish, poultry, and snack on friuts occasionally. If i can starve myself for 10 days i think i can follow this little to no grain diet.

As expected, the salt water flush was great, meaning, it was so horrible. 32 ounces of idk i’d rather chug a bottle of maker’s mark. Seriously gagged and struggled to keep the last parts down. Poured the last 3 ounces down the drain cause of reasons too legitimate to list. Ugh. Ill skip tomorrow morning, but maybe i’ll regain that crazy and masochistic feeling on sunday and do another flush. Fuck.

I was surrounded by popcorn all day today. There’s baked salmon with lemons on the kitchen counter. There’s also lots of sinigang and rice. I just … can’t wait… to finall finish the cleanse and eat… HEALTHY AND IN MODERATION!!!

No sea salt water flush this morning. Thank god. I had 4 servings before 10 am and 4 servings after 3 pm. I only drink my lemonade fresh, so the drinking only happens en la casa. All my other intake is just plain ol h2o, but during work it really is a pain in the ass to keep walking to go to the bathroom, especially when it’s in panda express. I was sniffing everything in that panda express. EVERYTHING. Other than peeing a lot, today was easier than yesterday. It’s just really boring, not eating. But i really want a nice body and to start a fresh/healthy diet. This is too easy… But tomorrow comes that dreaded sea salt water… I’ve done it only twice before and man it’s seriously like drowning in the ocean. My god. Im gonna have nightmares. I’m going out real quick to grab laxative tea with D. I also know that this tea will wake me up with a bad stomach ache tomorrow. Hooray! I can’t wait till i start pooping tar.

best thing about not eating is not getting sleepy afterwards